Once again as we turn to this dark subject of evil, particularly as it works to creep into the church behind a cloak of the name of Christ, we must remember the promises and victory of Christ over this evil. This is the Easter season when we remember our Lord’s triumph over evil at the cross and especially in the empty tomb. One of the promises God’s Word has announced to us is this:
Let no one deceive you in any way. For that day will not come, unless the rebellion comes first, and the man of lawlessness is revealed, the son of destruction, who opposes and exalts himself against every so-called god or object of worship, so that he takes his seat in the temple of God, proclaiming himself to be God. (2 Thess 2:3-4)
Rebellion. Falling away. Apostasy. This apostasy is not so much in the world, as in what professes to be the Christian church. You cannot be an apostate (to fall away from) unless you once stood in a profession of the gospel. Apostates are not atheists. They are people who often still parade as Christians, but who have fallen away from the truth as it is in Christ. The Lord has told us that this apostasy is coming and will be on the increase before He returns, finally coming in full fruition in the appearance of this “son of destruction.”
Now the Spirit expressly says that in later times some will depart from the faith by devoting themselves to deceitful spirits and teachings of demons, through the insincerity of liars whose consciences are seared, who forbid marriage and require abstinence from foods that God created to be received with thanksgiving by those who believe and know the truth. (1 Tim 4:1-3)
But understand this, that in the last days there will come times of difficulty. For people will be lovers of self, lovers of money, proud, arrogant, abusive, disobedient to their parents, ungrateful, unholy, heartless, unappeasable, slanderous, without self-control, brutal, not loving good, treacherous, reckless, swollen with conceit, lovers of pleasure rather than lovers of God, having the appearance of godliness, but denying its power. Avoid such people.
(2 Tim 3:1-5)
So as we consider this plague of evil in the visible Christian church today, we must not be surprised nor must we be disheartened. Christ has warned us repeatedly that as His return nears, these things will increase and surely we are seeing it play out right in our very lifetimes.
In 2nd Thessalonians 2, words are used by the Apostle Paul that concern the deception of evil and how it deceives. It’s a mystery of lawlessness that’s already at work. The lawless one is going to be revealed, but right now, he’s at work, so he’s working behind the scenes in a deceiving manner. His coming is by the activity of Satan with all wicked deception. And then in an irony — as God’s judgement of the wicked is often ironic — here are those who won’t embrace the truth of Christ so God says “Okay, you won’t receive the truth: I will send you a strong delusion so you may believe what is false.” We live in a day and era of spiritual fog, where unless you are walking with Christ and his Spirit is in you and you are on your toes and studying His Word and so forth, you’re going to be duped, you’re going to believe a lie.
For the mystery of lawlessness is already at work. Only he who now restrains it will do so until he is out of the way. And then the lawless one will be revealed, whom the Lord Jesus will kill with the breath of his mouth and bring to nothing by the appearance of his coming. The coming of the lawless one is by the activity of Satan with all power and false signs and wonders, and with all wicked deception for those who are perishing, because they refused to love the truth and so be saved. Therefore God sends them a strong delusion, so that they may believe what is false, in order that all may be condemned who did not believe the truth but had pleasure in unrighteousness. (2 Thess 2:7-12)
And Paul ends that chapter:
So then, brothers, stand firm and hold to the traditions that you were taught by us, either by our spoken word or by our letter. (2 Thess 2:15)
Don’t get discouraged! Just the opposite — Stand firm!
Fear and the Denial of Evil
Why do people, and in particular professing Christians including pastors and church leaders, deny the existence of evil even when (or especially when) it is staring them right in the face?
Here is an incredibly typical example from a lady I spoke with recently, a victim of longtime wickedness:
Last year, when I first began to get out of the fog [i.e., the fog of confusion that evil creates in order to deceive], our church forced us [she and her evil husband] into their counseling program. (I had been on staff and they really left me no choice – though by that time my mind was made up that I was done with the marriage.)
Pretty much right away I sensed that the counseling was going to be empowering to my husband. I sat in a room full of men who joked with each other – man talk – while waiting for my husband to arrive. Once we began, after some preliminaries about why we were all there, my husband was forced to acknowledge his sin and ask forgiveness. (Never mind true repentance.) What followed was an admission of some generalities –
“I wasn’t there for her and the kids much of the time.”
“Sometimes I was a little short with my wife when I was under stress from work,” etc.
It seemed the word “abuse” wasn’t necessary at all. When I tried to bring it up, it was drastically downplayed – one elder acting like I was speaking out of turn.
Then I was “confronted” with the fact that my husband had just asked forgiveness, now what was my Biblical response to be to that? Of course. I was supposed to forgive him….Holding hands. Yes, they actually made me hold hands with someone who just faked his way through an apology while having to say, “I forgive you,” through gritted teeth. Inside I was dying; I was so sickened. I was so invalidated. Twenty-three years of abuse wrapped up in five minutes and now we could all go home happy.
After that day, I showed up maybe three more times. It became sin-leveling sessions [sin-leveling is the tactic of making out that the victim is just as much sinful as the abuser] and I stopped cooperating. During this time the emotional and financial abuse ramped up; they pooh-poohed that, too, when I reported it – making my husband promise to move the tens of thousands of dollars back to our joint account. He did move it back, but then a week later took it once more, leaving me nothing. Their solution? Making him split the money with me so we could each have our own account.
Soon after, I was not only done with the counseling but the church also. I had already been asked to turn in my keys and my computer from my job at the church, so I just stopped going. Now here we are, almost a year later and my husband is still a member in good-standing, enjoying the support of his sympathizers, and I will be publicly ex-communicated in three weeks. So, my opinion of couples counseling for abuse situations? It’s possibly the worst thing for such situations and may actually result in the further victimization of the victim.
I ask again. Why do people who profess to know and follow Jesus Christ so regularly deny the existence and diabolical schemes of evil even when it is staring them right in the face?
There is more than just one reason:
- Sometimes a church leader may be an emissary of the evil one himself
Ruth Tucker tells of being married to such an evil, counterfeit “pastor” in a conservative Bible church for many years. He regularly beat her in a rage, even in front of their son. He had been expelled from more than one Bible college and seminary for cheating, yet another would enroll him and grant him a divinity degree. He was arrested for theft while he was conducting a jail ministry, yet still another church called him as their pastor. He sexually molested a foster daughter he and Ruth took into their home. Yet Ruth, as she confesses with shame in her book, kept silent when she found out. Why did Ruth keep silent? We will explain that shortly. Years later Ruth, convicted in her conscience, tried to find this girl but found that she had died in a car wreck some years previously.
- Unbelief in the Word of God
When the truth of the Bible is eroded you can be sure that evil will find an open invitation to enter. And what I see over and over and increasingly today are ministers standing in pulpits who simply do not believe the Word of God. How else can these people consider an evil, wicked person to be a child of God? How can wickedness be tolerated in the church and leaders refuse to deal with it according to God’s command — except by rank unbelief? Where men do not believe God’s word, in such a “church” the oppressed are not going to find help and mercy.
Fear is often a reason for the denial of the presence of evil among us. To cite Ruth Tucker’s experience once more, she confessed that she covered for and enabled this evil emissary of the devil, her pastor-husband, for all those years simply because she was afraid. She was afraid he would kill her and/or her son. She was afraid of the public shame that would result. She’d been through shame like that some degree before, when was he a pastor and he got stealing the money from the jail. She shared in that shame, because her husband’s thieving was announced at their church. By the way, even after that, his church continued to let him serve as their pastor preach until he was able to find another job — guess where — at another church. She was also afraid of losing any means of supporting herself and her son. Fear refuses to acknowledge evil for what it is.
But I want to make a distinction between fear and cowardice. Every Christian experiences fear. It is not a sin to be afraid. When that fear begins to be unbelief, and denial of the promises of God, and refusal then to do what is right, it becomes cowardice. And there will be no cowards in the New Heavens and New Earth:
But as for the cowardly, the faithless, the detestable, as for murderers, the sexually immoral, sorcerers, idolaters, and all liars, their portion will be in the lake that burns with fire and sulfur, which is the second death.
Fear. We have all felt it, though perhaps not to the degree as this lady I talked to last week:
“I am very frightened. Since leaving my abuser, his attempts to gain power over us have actually increased. He knows that I come from a background of severe trauma and he is doing all he can to traumatize me further. He is lying to the court about me. I am afraid. I am afraid of the court. I am afraid they will take my child from me. I am so terrified now. He has an army of allies and I have none.”
A courtroom is a frightening place. Imagine, as a mother, having to go to a court room and having all these lies are told about you, knowing that that judge might well take your child away from you. And these court processes go on and on, because the abusers usually have to money to make them go on and on and for the abuser it’s another way to terrorize and break down the victim.
Every moment of every day you are living with the knowledge that your child might be taken away from you. This is the kind of evil that these people then have to fear. Actually, the lady who wrote the introduction to Unholy Charade and her children — they’re facing this kind of terrorism right now, including death threats.
If we allow it, fear can lead to cowardliness — through unbelief in the promises of God (instead of turning to the power of Christ and remembering that He is Almighty).
Now, if church leaders are denying and refuse to acknowledge the existence of evil, they need to be asked: “Are you even Christians at all? Do you know Christ at all? — because you’re surely not acting like it!” David, empowered by the Spirit of God, faced Goliath. But today what we are seeing is when Goliath comes marching against us, so many professing Christians close their eyes, yield to the deceptions of evil, and abandon its victims. They leave the beaten, naked Samaritan lying on the road, even though they claim to serve the Lord. That’s cowardliness — and it’s wicked before the Lord.
Christ has given us tremendous promises about this issue of fear and how evil causes us to fear, and why we must not yield to it:
Since therefore the children share in flesh and blood, he himself [Christ] likewise partook of the same things, that through death he might destroy the one who has the power of death, that is, the devil, and deliver all those who through fear of death were subject to lifelong slavery. (Heb 2:14-15)
So that’s how the devil operates, how evil operates — it’s constantly reminding you, “I will kill you!” And Christ comes and He is victorious over the devil. Satan does not have the power of death any more over Christ’s people. When anyone who comes against saying, “I will kill you,” the Christian can say, “You can’t. If my body dies, I will live.”
This faith given us as a gift by God in Christ, is surely the remedy to fear. It is not easy to trust and one of the things we must do as a church for one another is to encourage one another to persevere in faith in Christ, in His Word, in His promises. Because the enemy is always working to quench this faith and lead us back into fear and bondage.
“Let not your hearts be troubled. Believe in God; believe also in me. In my Father’s house are many rooms. If it were not so, would I have told you that I go to prepare a place for you? And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again and will take you to myself, that where I am you may be also. (John 14:1-3)
Let not your hearts be troubled is still another way of Jesus telling us, do not fear. Rather, believe in God. Believe in Me. Believe in the certainty of My promises.
And so, for true Christians who are facing evil and suffering from fear, the remedy is faith. Reminding ourselves and being reminded by one another of the truth and unbreakable nature of all the Lord’s promises to us.
You may not have one of these wicked domestic abusers oppressing you right now, but evil always has a way of sending its emissaries our way to work to instil this fear in us. Every true Christian will be attacked in such a manner. Let me give you a common example of where this fear can come from and where we really need to look to the promises of Christ, so that we don’t succumb to these kinds of things. This is an example that many of you can identify with and eventually all of us will.
As we grow older in this present life, the notions we had when we were young start to dissolve. You know – the mentality when we are young that we pretty much are going to live forever, that we will be young forever, that those “old people” are in a category and era of their lives that we simply don’t see ourselves ever being in. And then, here we are. You are the one with gray hair, with achy joints, with this ailment and that malady. Or perhaps we thought we would not only be young forever, but we would be healthy forever — and then along comes the diagnosis of some disease. Or an accident and injury. Or just the relentless march of time which we are reminded of when we pull out that old photo album and remember when our children were children and we were young.
Here is the Preacher of Ecclesiastes describing growing old, our teeth wearing out, our eyesight dimming and our acuity of hearing diminished. Notice how he mentions fear and terror in connection with growing old:
Remember also your Creator in the days of your youth, before the evil days come and the years draw near of which you will say, “I have no pleasure in them”; before the sun and the light and the moon and the stars are darkened [because your eyesight’s going] and the clouds return after the rain, in the day when the keepers of the house tremble [your limbs are weak, you are likely to have falls], and the strong men are bent, and the grinders [the teeth] cease because they are few, and those who look through the windows are dimmed, and the doors on the street are shut — when the sound of the grinding is low, and one rises up at the sound of a bird [you can’t sleep that long, the slightest thing wakes you up], and all the daughters of song are brought low — they are afraid also of what is high, and terrors are in the way; the almond tree blossoms [your hair goes white], the grasshopper drags itself along [you need a walking aid], and desire fails, because man is going to his eternal home, and the mourners go about the streets — before the silver cord is snapped, or the golden bowl is broken, or the pitcher is shattered at the fountain, or the wheel broken at the cistern [these are all terms for the end of your life], and the dust returns to the earth as it was, and the spirit returns to God who gave it. (Ecc 12:1-7)
Remember. Remember your Creator now. Live your life always remembering the Lord your Creator, Christ your Redeemer, and the certain promises of His Word He has given us. The author of Ecclesiastes saw these promises dimly, but we see them with clarity. This world is not all there is. In fact, this present life is NOT our real ultimate life:
For you have died, and your life is hidden with Christ in God. When Christ who is your life appears, then you also will appear with him in glory. (Col 3:3-4)
And do not fear. Don’t let evil in any of its deceptive forms make you believe its lies. If you are in Christ, you have a new world, a new creation awaiting you. And it is real. And it is certain. And evil will be no more. Stand right up to Goliath —
And the Philistine said to David, “Am I a dog, that you come to me with sticks?”
And the Philistine cursed David by his gods.
The Philistine said to David, “Come to me, and I will give your flesh to the birds of the air and to the beasts of the field.”
Then David said to the Philistine, “You come to me with a sword and with a spear and with a javelin, but I come to you in the name of the LORD of hosts, the God of the armies of Israel, whom you have defied.
(1 Samuel 17:43-45)
The Righteous Anger of God
Even though this posed some risk to myself, I told local church people that I’d been enslaved and imprisoned. I warned them very clearly about the abuser’s real character, his level of deceit and his potential for danger. They all responded by holding me responsible for failing to resolve the “issues in my marriage”. They supported the abuser and they helped find him a new victim. It’s disgusting.
Why is there such an absence of righteous anger among those who claim to serve Christ? We must consider this subject of the anger of God as we continue to grow wise as serpents in regard to evil, yet remaining innocent as doves in respect to any of evil’s guilt. That is to say, we must knowevil, but in the right way. That was Adam and Eve’s downfall you remember –
But the serpent said to the woman, “You will not surely die. For God knows that when you eat of it your eyes will be opened, and you will be like God, knowing good and evil.” (Gen 3:4-5)
When the church becomes apostate so that Christ’s truth has been abandoned and Christ Himself has departed, you can be sure that there will be no zeal for God’s truth, no sense of indignation against evildoers, and instead an accusing of the righteous. God’s true people detest wickedness as He does. We hate evildoers:
The boastful shall not stand before your eyes; you hate all evildoers. (Psa 5:5)
I hate the assembly of evildoers, and I will not sit with the wicked. (Psa 26:5)
Why then is there such a void of this holy hatred in the visible church today? Listen to this excellent summation of the state of the church today:
I, too, have been accused of being angry and bitter, when in reality I am longing for righteousness and justice and truth. I’m tired. I’m weary. I’m disgusted. I’m grieving. I have a knot in my stomach most of the time when going to church, & it feels like watching a B-movie with a lousy script that can’t decide on comedy or drama. It’s not that I think I’m better or more pious, but rather, that I am thirsty & I have to spit out the lukewarm water. That, or go make a whip……
I am no longer content with the superficial platitudes of silly sheep who follow blind guides and belch “Sunday school’ prattle while they plan their predictable little parties and pretend to be holy. I’m sick of the charade. I’m sick of the pretense. I’m sick of the shallowness. I’m sick of watching them “practice your righteousness in front of others to be seen by them” (Matthew 6). I’m sick of them ignoring ‘the least of these’, while making grand videos about their latest overseas mission while they can’t seem to pour a cup of cold water for their neighbor. And I am angry.
So, it got me to thinking: are there any books or articles about the anger of Jesus? Jesus was not a one-dimensional love machine. His emotions were vast and pure and sacred, but we primarily hear about His love, not His anger; the same with God the Father. And I wonder why? The OT especially speaks of God’s anger, yet in modern times we are all reduced to bowls full of mushy “love”. Jesus was not a “hippie” or a pot-smoking, peace-not-war prophet. He wasn’t Ghandi. Jesus had grit. Why do we not hear that from our pulpits? Why is the church so afraid of righteous anger?
Well, the answer is: there are hardly any books or articles about the anger of Jesus. Why? Largely, I think it’s just arrogance. Because people don’t want to hear about it, so Scriptures that deal with this truth are simply dismissed and ignored. And yet God’s Word makes it plain that His true people are angry people.
I hate the assembly of evildoers, and I will not sit with the wicked. (Psa 26:5)
And this hatred is particularly directed against the wicked who pretend to belong to the people of God. They come and sit as “an assembly.” As a church. Listen to this entire Psalm and see a person after God’s own heart express His plea. Here you have God’s own description of a true Christian. Notice how very different this picture is than what we see so typically today in so many people who claim to follow Christ:
Vindicate me, O LORD, for I have walked in my integrity, and I have trusted in the LORD without wavering. Prove me, O LORD, and try me; test my heart and my mind. For your steadfast love is before my eyes, and I walk in your faithfulness.
I do not sit with men of falsehood, nor do I consort with hypocrites.
I hate the assembly of evildoers, and I will not sit with the wicked.
I wash my hands in innocence and go around your altar, O LORD, proclaiming thanksgiving aloud, and telling all your wondrous deeds.
O LORD, I love the habitation of your house and the place where your glory dwells.
Do not sweep my soul away with sinners, nor my life with bloodthirsty men, in whose hands are evil devices, and whose right hands are full of bribes. But as for me, I shall walk in my integrity; redeem me, and be gracious to me. My foot stands on level ground; in the great assembly I will bless the LORD.
This is why it is growing increasingly difficult and even impossible for real believers to find a church to worship in. Because a real Christian simply detests and will not be part of an assembly of hypocrites. He will not join himself to an apostate body.
Christ described His people this way:
Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they shall be satisfied. (Mat 5:6)
When we see the wicked, when we see evil creeping in with all its deceptions and abusive tactics, the people of God rise up against it in protest. We hunger and we thirst for what is right and we hate what is evil and those who do it. Why? Because God does and we are His children. We share His nature. All of the pressure put upon us by apostate Christianity today, that tells us that we must not hate anyone, that we must love and accept everyone… is evil in itself.
It is the holy, righteous anger and wrath of God that is the true Christian’s hope!
Oh sing to the LORD a new song, for he has done marvellous things!
His right hand and his holy arm have worked salvation for him.
The LORD has made known his salvation;
he has revealed his righteousness in the sight of the nations.
He has remembered his steadfast love and faithfulness to the house of Israel.
All the ends of the earth have seen the salvation of our God.
Make a joyful noise to the LORD, all the earth;
break forth into joyous song and sing praises!
Sing praises to the LORD with the lyre, with the lyre and the sound of melody!
With trumpets and the sound of the horn make a joyful noise before the King, the LORD!
Let the sea roar, and all that fills it; the world and those who dwell in it!
Let the rivers clap their hands; let the hills sing for joy together before the LORD,
[is this because everybody’s going to be saved and everybody’s going to live happily ever after and everybody’s going to heaven? What is the cause of all this singing as the curse is reversed?]
for he comes to judge the earth.
He will judge the world with righteousness, and the peoples with equity.
Ruth Tucker’s book is Black and White Bible, Black and Blue Wife: My Story of Finding Hope after Domestic Abuse. [Affiliate link]
Jeff C will be writing a full review of it soon. [Update: For a review of the book, see Barb’s ACFJ post “Black and White Bible, Black and Blue Wife” — a review by Scot McKnight. Editors.]
The complete sermon can be found in both audio and PDF here.
Go to Part 16 of this series
A list of the entire series can be found on our Wise as Serpents Digest.
If you Are a Christian, then You Practice Hatred. Really!
UPDATE Sept 2021: I have come to believe that Jeff Crippen does not practise what he preaches. He vilely persecuted an abuse victim and spiritually abused many other people in the Tillamook congregation. Go here to read the evidence. Jeff has not gone to the people that he spiritually and emotionally abused. He has not apologised to them, let alone asked for their forgiveness.
12 thoughts on “Wise as Serpents: Why Do We Keep Silent About Evil? (Part 15 of sermon series)”
Love this article and insight. The most righteous people I know are usually accused of being angry, unloving, judgemental Christians. The reality is always that they stand up for the oppressed, are not afraid to call evil, evil or confront professing Christians concerning their behavior / lifestyle. Why are these true Christians persecuted by false Christians and accused of being unloving? Because their own deeds were evil – Cain murdered his BROTHER because his brother’s deeds were righteous and his own were evil.
Reblogged this on Speakingtruthinlove's Blog [Internet Archive link].
Excellent sermons series and I look forward to the review of Ruth Tucker’s Book, Black and White Bible.
Blessings to all especially as we take time to focus more intently on the Great Resurrection Day!
Thank you pastor Jeff for this gripping sermon and words that cut so deeply. There is a widespread belief in American Churchianity that relieves people of all responsibility. We just tell them to trust God, submit yourself (and do a better job of submitting), oh and dont’ worry about your kids because this is all up to you. ARE YOU SUBMITTING??? And I love this one – continue to suffer for “righteousness sake.” What is righteous about it? May God forgive us. I rarely go to church. My son who preaches is so disappointed in me. He tells me that I need that community and fellowship. That’s true. I just can’t find community and fellowship within the organized church in my locale. I think he wonders if I’m even saved because I have no desire to be in church.
I long for the Christ of the scriptures, and I loved this sermon. Certain things sicken me now, and make me angry, and I wondered what was wrong with me.
This sermon helped me to understand my anger, sobs, and frustration. I’m angry with this evil that is symptomatic of what is going on in what is supposed to be “the house of God”. This includes, (among other things), our indifference to victims, because after all, “we are all sinners”, the permanence view of marriage that is not flexible, among some of the most godly and educated “church leaders”. They are not flexible for even the most ungodly tyranny of abuse. “It has to be for only adultery or abandonment.” Just like they couldn’t stand it when Jesus did something good on the Sabbath.
Someone told me this week, “I think we have to be careful not to be too much on the side of the victim, because God died for the abuser too, and loves them.” And there you have it.
Can two walk together except they be agreed?
I am familiar personally with spousal abuse, and have watched it in my family. I believe that in the Name of God, we are misrepresenting the Christ of the Scriptures, not caring for the orphans and widows. But you have already spoken so eloquently about all of these things. We are turning out backs on them. We are then in fact, turning out backs on Him.
Jesus said to the Pharisees, If anyone comes in his own name, him you will hear. How true.
Come quickly, Lord Jesus.
I will read this many times prayerfully again, and share it as I can.
Oh my goodness, I had a similar conversation this week! I’ve been making a new friend at church, and have spoken with her about some of my ex’s abuse, but haven’t disclosed fully what he was / is all about. By golly, she called me this past week to clarify if I thought all people were of equal value, if all lives were worthy of life, how could I possibly be capable of making a judgment on another person, didn’t Christ die for my ex, yadda yadda yadda. On the one hand, had I had this conversation a few years ago I would have been devastated and spun into a months-long mental delirium of confusion and second-guessing myself yet again. So I’m acknowledging my progress that her remarks didn’t set me back in my healing.
But man oh man, it still blew me away to have someone speak to me like that. I haven’t heard that kind of talk for years. It is fascinating that I could instantly hear the false teachings in her words. I knew she was sin-leveling, and I wasn’t going to accept her point-of-view. I told her yes, I was very comfortable in making a judgment about my ex, although it saddened me rather than gladdened me to do so. I told her yes, it is Biblical to call sin a sin and not have anything to do with certain sinners. She did not want to hear that! She asked me if I would allow my ex to abuse my children one more time if it meant that at some point he would be saved. I told her NO. No way. No way would I be willing to have him continue to abuse the children. That absolutely at this point in time I was willing to abandon him to his self-chosen spiritual fate, rather than sit passively by and not fight to protect my children from him. I told her that my job in life is not to take the place of the Holy Spirit and save the souls of everyone. She could not understand what I was saying. So I told her how my ex had wanted me to abort my babies. How he told me that he’d never forgive me for making him a father and ruining his life. How his favorite kind of porn depicted teen girls getting raped. I told her quite a few additional things to illustrate the character of my ex. And she still refused to acknowledge that my ex is an evil person. She still insisted that I should value him and his life just as I valued my own or my children.
I replied that Christ died for my ex, but it was up to my ex (who claims to be saved and a Christian) to get his soul right with God, not me. I don’t wish him to burn in Hell, but I’m not going to concern myself with him anymore. I’ve forgiven him on my own as much as I can, and I trust God to know my heart. That is good enough for me. I don’t need to go backwards in my healing and start trying to redeem him or think fondly of him. I don’t need to sacrifice myself AGAIN for my ex’s sake. He’s a grown man. He needs to take care of himself.
It is clear to me that my new friend does not acknowledge that evil exists.
Well then, she is no friend! She sounds toxic and seems adamant about judging you. I have found these past few years that fruit / tree pruning includes the removal of ALL types of emotionally and spiritually damaging and destructive relationships. As I decided to be more intentional about observing the Christian friends in my life I sadly realized that many were disinterested in growing in the Lord, they were all talk and no walk. They were actually a hindrance and dead weight, a set back in my own life. Their apathy was besetting me in inconspicuous ways. I asked the lord to remove them from my life … strangely, I never heard from them again! May the Lord send you a true friend to grow with in Christ.
Better Equipped – your response speaks to me. I’ve tried to distance myself from the fair-weather friends. These ‘C’hristians from the past are now displaying themselves as those who “really care” about how the man that I married and extended family are treating me. When I countered with the truth that it was while being in their church that the abuse was ignored they acted as if they knew nothing of it. I then countered with the time frame about when I attempted to approach leadership only to be ignored, prayed over, or told that they couldn’t imagine ‘him’ as ever being angry.
These individuals moved on to other localities so of course feel safe in inviting me to visit and talk. (sigh) So tired of talking while they listen but do nothing.
BE – You said —
I have been praying about ending contact with especially one who feels she is more knowledgeable about the Word as she is a widowed pastor’s wife. She has accused me in front of ‘him’ of feeling that I am always right. I asked her to express when I have been wrong since I have always referred to Scripture and the untwisting of certain teachings. She did not reply.
Will you let us know when Ruth Tucker’s book comes out? I was surprised to read the hand holding ‘forgiveness’ counseling session was almost identical to mine. It gives me chills.
Thank you for your obedience, Jeff. I continue to lift you and your family up in prayer.
The book is already published, Joy.
Had a meeting with a pastor who is new to me. Nearly everything you said in this post is what I was literally saying to him.
A lot of what he said was good and right but there were some things that were red flags to me like:
Have you always been this emotional?
(Actually since the abuser has been gone I am the healthiest I’ve ever been. Emotionally too.)
What is your joy found in today?
(No answer for that. It annoyed me to no end. Trick question? I don’t even care. Stupid question to ask me today.)
How often do you read the Bible? (Well technically every day — I’m currently reading about nearly everything I used to think God meant in His Word is actually a complete lie so right now I’m learning how to see Him and everything He says correctly. I don’t read it right now in my own.
I want you to heal from your bitterness and anger. And God can soften your heart. (I am healing and anger is a huge part of my healing. My heart is not hard at all.)
We are going to need to pray for him (the abuser) to repent. (No, no, “we” are not praying for the abuser. You may. I may not. The abusers KNOWS the gospel and refuses to repent. That HIS choice. God gave him the grace and he turned it down.
Btw I don’t pray pretty prayers. I ask for what I need. I ask for His Will to be down. I cry out to Him in my crushing pain.
I grit my teeth and the injustice and evil going on especially in the church.
And I don’t care who anyone says they are. I stand for the truth. And it seems everyone in my life is offended in some way about my fierceness for the truth or that they don’t care. And I DONT CARE. It’s annoying bc often times the listener plays the victim — your anger is scary (I think “Really? My anger is scary? Do you know anything about God? Talk about angry. He said vengeance is His. Vengeance! And you’re upset about my emotions and my telling you about what happened to me? Really?
Lost- that pastor is ignorant and unqualified to be a shepherd. He is serving a false religion created by the Pharisees of our day. He is an ally of evil.
As I read the accounts of the women in your message. I’m reminded of the woman who was “taken in adultery, in the very act” to be stoned. Jesus didn’t tell her, you sinned so you deserve a stoning. Thats the law! Or after the first few blows it won’t hurt much. I expect you to forgive and go back to the same synagogue as if these pharasees never hurt you, oh but you’ll be in heaven when they are done or will want to be – Jesus in His own amazing way stood against them and in this case for a woman who actually was guilty. Sadly, I don’t read these religious men ever confessed their sin. Even though, there is still reason to clap our hands